you know how it feels like to hold a pen and tremble
because you are at a loss for words?
i don't know how to start.
why do i get this feeling it'll turn into another silent war.

anyways, school ended at 12.45 today, and went out with tandas gang, eunice and linwei and the rest of my clique except jiani to thaipan to eat lunch.
convinced cihui to become a vegetarian temporarily by saying that becoming one would aid her bowel movements. HAHA.

rushed back to school and caught the bus to jalanbesar to watch soccer boys play finals against mj. saw safiah and another primary school classmate but i doubt she recognised me so anyway, it was really hot at the stadium so our energy was gone faster than the previous time the girls played.

but, no matter, i think the soccer boys still did a very good job and deserve every cheer and applause screamed, shouted, and clapped during and after the game. the victorian spirit can act as a buoy at all times. (:

cihui said maybe because anders was playing, so thats why we felt extra sad when they didn't bring the final glory home, but its alright i think he put in so much effort, our class ought to do something to encourage him. if we can do it for the performing arts people, why not the sports people in our class? (:

okay enough said, today felt very real, but it was also heartwarming to see how our school can be so supportive even in the most down of moments.

tomorrow will never turn out like i want it to be but its also 'its okay'.
everything happens according to God's plan and i know that its important to trust Him.
so, although i cannot be there, i want _ to know i'll support _ in every way.

so cheers, and be happy.

Labels: classoutings, reality, soccerfinals